this is short n3 and totally my heart said.
bila sedih mest teringat email pasword then click new entry, mungkin blog ni tempat untuk orang yang bersedih ? dah tiga, empat hari da cik hati menyakiti tuan dia ;( Ya Allah, please give me the strength to endure everything. I’m sorry that “upset” and “disappointed” seem to be the initial emotions that I feel whenever I hear what I think is bad news. tak rasa pun its berita yang sangat buruk tapi tak boley menerima hakikat, Today has been just that a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day. bangun tidur rasa macam ta nak bangun, amik masa setengah jam untuk stabil kan mood, I feel like I'm failing. I really do try to give my best everyday to all situations but I totally fall short. kenapa macam ni ? penat ...
i feel that ia am very weak, even though i dont show any sings of failing apart, tak da siapa-siapa pun perasan even teman sebilik * berpura -pura erm ya allah give me a sign a form of guidance for i am not that strong, give me strength to overcome what i am facing right now because only you are the only one who know the true nature of my problem. ya allah you are the only one i would always turn to T__T
