Semakin jauh kita cuba lari dari menyelesaikan masalah, semakin dekat ianya datang menghampiri kita.

Ini kisah dua minggu dulu-dulu, terkilan sebab I've been studying business maths for the past 5 hours and I feel like it didn't get any of this shit in my head. I hate pulling an all nigher but it seems like tonight is the tonight. I wish i was a super genius. with just one look at the notes all the formulas will is in my mind butttt nooooo I have to reread 500000 more times before I actually get one thing down. God lets hope I don't fall asleep in finals tomorrow. past its past, tapi tetap teringat-ingat. ;(

And for several times and Again, tell to my love blog my heart said.

I don't know how should I start. What should I write. Everything was mixed up.Sad, disappointed, that's what I feel. I just want to cry. Because that's the only way I can do it right now. terasa lemahnya aku sebagai perempuan) I don't have any strength to overcome this feeling. I feel very down and giving up. Yurp rasa bersalah sebab ponteng ke class untuk kesekian kalinya,tak ada siapa yang menghalang, emak hanya berharap yang aku tau perkara tu betul atau tidak. thanks mother. T_T Maybe its call "kawan" did know what was happened to me. I know, some would say it just a small thing and it was me that make it looks complicated to solve. But I don't care what others want to say, because it is my feeling and it was what I have dream for a long time. korang apa tau?

I feel so overwhelmed, gonna fail so badly. I haven't studied since the beginning of the holidays and i should this is my only chance i can catch up otherwise im fuke-d. How can i motivate myself to study for the next one month, sekarang aku amat memerlukan sesuatu yang boleh memotivasikan diri, jauhkan aku dari kawan-kawan yang cuba menjatuhkan semangat yang sudah jatuh. Ya Allah, it seems that my life is jumbling up and down lately, and in some point of time, I feel like running away to some deserted place and start anew. I really hope that you'll give me guidance and patience in living my life,so that I didn't live in the life where your blessing wont be given..

Ya Allah, thanks for giving me a very understanding and loving family, they were the greatest thing that I had in the world, my parents,my siblings,and my closest friends, they were the strength for me to keep on living, and more importantly, without your love, I'm just a useless human. i admit it.

Ya Allah,i really need you. do give me the strength to study hard in my studies, to get good result in my examination, to get rid off my bad manners, to set up good examples in front of my siblings, to become a good daughter, to become a really understanding and great friend and to become a true muslim.

Ya Allah,

you are the only one that really understands me. T__T

suka ke ? tak suka ke ? kena buat juga -_-

hello korang , remember me? good morning monday. yeah im kinda emo tired now, cause im lacking of sleep. yeah im the one who hasn't really been around much lately due to being stressed out my eye balls with studying calculate paper. Dulu subject spm yang aku paling benci and now i really dont know why like hell I taking international business. lots of calculate. Ok sudah terlambat mengenang nasib, nasi dah jadi bubur. nak tak nak , nak tak nak. study hard not smart menjadi pilihan hati even segala note disiapkan dua minggu awal, tapi study macam orang yang bajet bangun awal duduk di meja makan (malang rumah sewa tak ada meja study) dari bangun subuh sampai lewat malam, bontot sampai kematu duduk di kerusi beralaskan kusyen lembut. thanks to partner intan also ayu ! (first time tido satu katil, satu bantal dengan awok ) *and i know both you read, my blog !

*tulisan yang atok lawa ni bukan aku punyer, haidar yang punyer :P

and segala penat lelah kita tak terbalas dengan paper yang susah, owh my dear lecturer, bukan anak didik mu tak study tapi... crying deep T__T . hanya mampu tawakal and life must go on untill next one month in final exam ! cepat la habis semester ni.

yeah hasil curi dan copy .

haidar jangan nak suka sangat. even last exam on Sunday! bangla pun pergi klcc on that day taukkk . ;D

tempat student paling geruni bila exam, jantung macam nak tercabut, prefer exam di class dari sini ( chancellor hall ) -_-

setengah jam sebelum exam, mesti aku dengan si kembar nama dengan aku 'syafinaz zakaria' akan sesat dalam chansellor hall ni. melilau tak jumpa seat padahal dah bagitahu no pintu, no q and seat. tapi hasil nya, kami yang nyanyuk ni pergi ke tempat lain, dan bila semua orang sibuk pandang macam kami dari planet lain kami terus berjoging secara perlahan untuk cari seat. hahah tak apa exercise sebelum paper akan membuat kan otak berfungsi dengan lebih baik. -_-

And the most paper end of maghrib .

* search from google.

gambar tiada kena mengena! tayang, kolej aku depan tesco extra . hahha ko hado ? :p

yes, eva aqilott. tomey kan muka orang dah habis exam ;)

fyi exam di kolej aku tak sama dengan para ipta sekalian, even mid term kami dilayani seperti final exam. Exam will he held at chancellor hall, have a entrance slip, got a pack schedule and the like most exam hanya akan berlangsung untuk tempoh seminggu satu or dua hari jer, so jangan terkejut la everyday got a paper ! ;D bye

*** degree life make me so different like before. chaiyok einaz ;)