in love .

Assalamualaikum, dah lama tak buat karangan milik hati kan ? here we go :P lepas putus cinta dulu, I was looking for a fresh start. I was looking to put the past behind me, lantak la orang nak cakap apa pun aku dah penat dengar cerita sampah sebab mereka tak boley lihat dengan kesenangan yang orang ada. Sekarang jangan peduli lagi dengan mereka yang suka cakap seperti sampah.


After one year, and I was determined that one relationship in particular would remain boxed up in the past, and off this site. Then, something happened or rather, someone happened ;) It was something I’d never bargained on, and it was something I wasn’t really ready for. I’d only just put the past in the past, and suddenly, this something new meant that I had to consider it all again im in love again dan sebenarnya kan dah lama dah terjadi tapi cheq malu nak habaq hihi .

kalau boley aku dah tak nak rasa putus cinta :P I feel terrible for being so broken, but past experience has taught me not to get too close. It’s taught me to build walls, to block people out, and not to trust. haha padan muka aku sampai semua orang sound aku sombong, belagak ,but it’s taught me to hide, and to cry, and to pretend. Sakit kot cakap kita OK padahal tak pun, hipokrit sangat but satu kelebihan aku adalah I can hide everything from most people, I’m good at hiding, and I’m a pro at secrets. owh itu cerita dulu , kenapa la aku suka sangat mengungkit kesian orang sekeliling tau, tak baik la einaz ni. So now “Breathe, let go, and move on”, then so can I. It might take a little while, but I’m confident that I couldn’t have asked for anyone who could treat me better, or be more understanding. Not many people could be this patient, this wonderful. Alhamdulillah Thanks Allah.

ok stop that karangan first, alhamdulillah dah nak masuk ramadhan yang ke 18 dah kan, kejap jer dah nak habis puasa lepas tu raya lepastu habis la masa untuk aku bersenang lenang , membesar kan pipi - lengan dan perut sebab ? sebab ni la .

dah dapat offer dari masa habis diploma, tapi hati batu ni keras tak nak sambung lagi. Sampai bila kan ? so decide nak tak nak i just accept this offer. ( nampak alamat tu ? saja tak nak gedik hitam kan sebab nak suruh korang hantar kad raya ! )

sedih sebenarnya, 1st choice aku pilih cost Marketing. hope so dapat tukar tawaran ni masa register nanti . doakan einaz ya . terima kasih sudi layan cik hati. BYE ;D